2005-03-09 - 11:24 p.m.
- Date: Mar 5, 2005 01:15 PM
Hey, fake people have feelings too. You're always so pissed off nowadays...
- Date: Mar 5, 2005 04:49 PM
for your information I'm home on weekends because I choose to and plus I'm pregnant. I can't party..okay you fucking moron. Plus I did too much partying in oc...it gets old and boring. You know what pissed me off so much about you...you can't except any asian woman with a white guy plus you seem like you try way to hard to get with me. Even though you know I'm with someone. You just can't act like a friend because you have to act all lovey dovey around me. Especially at the clubs!!!!! I didn't like the idea you kept putting your arms around me! I'm not always pissed off but you just don't know what kind of bullshit people's been putting me through.
- Mar 6, 2005 02:35 PM
This is what I'm talking about. I can't joke about anything with you. You always insult me, but I can't say anything back because you get pissed off for real. And anything I say is always stupid or racist to you. When we were up in SF, I wasn't anything but kind to you. Even though the only reason you wanted to go up was to see your friend, I took care of it. I never forced myself on you or anything, gave you all the space you needed. I care for you and I just enjoyed hanging out when we were down south, but now you've changed into a different person and that just bums me out the most, not some white guy. And if you don't like someone touching you, all you gotta do is speak up. I know you don't have a problem doing that. Like you said, you're not a happy person nowadays.
- Date: Mar 6, 2005 03:01 PM
well I have said something to you when you wrapped your arms around me. Do you remember that one night at the club? That's what bothered me and I thought your intentions were to make me change my mind about the guy and get with you. And I thought you were trying to get in my pants. That's why I act like a bitch. I do thank you for taking me to my friends. But I just felt like you were trying to talk shit about my guy. Because everytime I talk about him or bring him up you always have a disgust look or you roll your eyes.
- Date: Mar 7, 2005 10:44 PM
Look, I told you when I go out, I try to get away from work and the people here in the military. I do what I have to do, but sometimes that uniform gets heavy and you have to get away for a bit. You talking about old boy brings up those things and I get so damn tired of that shit. I don't know that guy personally, but he's related to the stuff I'm trying to take time away from. It just felt like you were bringing him up to annoy me. Yes that sounds self centered, but that's how I felt. I've always treated you good because you were fun to be with, like at weng's birthday party at DnB. Remember that? But nowadays things are different even though I wish they weren't. That's who I wanted to take to frisco...
- Date: Mar 7, 2005 11:55 PM
I'm still that same person, but ever since you wrapped your arms around me that one night at Benjamins just totally got me angry! I didn't know what your intentions were, but I didn't appreciate it that night. Especially you wanting me to feed you. You told a few people that you wish I was having your baby and why the hell am I with a white boy. There were times I brought him up to annoy you because you were annoying me. But...the past is the past. If you don't touch me like you did before, i'm cool
- Date: Mar 8, 2005 11:43 PM
I asked you the next day if everything was still cool between us and you said yes. I don't know why you weren't being honest then. I tell you all the time I'm a man, I can take it. We talked so many times after that and you never said a thing. You're not the same person you were. You don't want to do anything any more since you're pregnant. Yeah it's understandable, but definately not the same. All I ever did was treat you good and take care of you while your guy is away. You told me about how guys before were taking you for granted and all that. Well I was just showing that I care, but I guess that's a damn crime.
- Mar 9, 2005 01:01 AM
it's really whatever.
